time to move on

ok so most of you know that i live in paradise,midway utah, and i love it so very much. however, it is time to move on. yes, the rumors are true i am trying to move down to redlands california. it is a huge step for me to move out, completely on my own for the first time. i mean i was away at school, but i am now a grown up with actual responsilbilites and decisions that huge for me to make. i am so scared and overwhelmed about all of this, but i know that is going to a great adventure and life awakening in a sense. i am excited about it all as well.
moving to california definitely has some good things for me. i have a great opportunity of going back to school. the university of california irvine has my program, political psychology. this means that i have to suck up my fear of the gre and get ready again for school. although the school thing wont be happening for about another year or so because of the gre and finances. i also have room for growth down here, to establish a foundation and to continue in my pharmacy work as well. i am still trying to find a job as a pharmacy tech, and i have the faith that it will all work out. the bonus of moving down to cali is that nicholas is very nearby. we will be able to see each other more and really be dating, no more long distance crap.
this move is the right thing for. i have taken into consideration so many avenues and this one is the one that i keep coming back to every time. i feel that it is the right choice. there has been a lot of prayer and pondering about this as well. i am definitely up for the challenge of it all and look forward to all that i am going to learn in the mean time, that sound funny but it is true.
life can be so interesting and i am glad that it is, it helps me to stay on my toes. this is all still in the owrks, and i am not moving until i have a secure job, so til then i will keep you all posted.
thank you for all the love and support